Interview with Ellen Siebers


Artist: Ellen Siebers
Title: Orchid's Chair
Dimensions: 10" x 10"
Medium: Oil on Birch Panel

Hi everyone!

This week we have a mini-interview with Hudson, NY based painter Ellen Siebers. I encountered her work on social media and was struck by the way she constructs worlds that feel like true mind space. It was great to get to chat with her here.

Laura Vahlberg: I'm curious about the picture within a picture that often happens in your work. I'm reminded of keyholes, windows, paintings themselves, and dreams. Can you talk a little bit about that?

Ellen Siebers: They certainly are all of the things you mentioned. I have a deep love affair with the history of painting and I am addicted to it, so I find myself often thinking about paintings or painterly moments in a way that relates to the concept of a viewfinder. Some of the references are from paintings and some are from my own life where I can see an instance that feels like a painting. I know that this is something many of us do, and we now more than ever live in a world of images. I want to make these moments live alongside other moments of immersive beauty (in a way that is more bodily vs. as an observer). So for me, the paintings operate within a tension found between being an observer and observed/lived-in beauty. 

LV: How does memory play a part in the creation of your pieces? In a previous interview with Art Hound you wrote that memories from the midwest landscape played a part in constructing the images in your work. Is that still the case?

ES: It plays a big part. During the time of that interview, I was still living in Bed-Stuy and was really missing green space. When I lived in Wisconsin growing up I always thought that living in the city would suit me better, but when I moved I found that I do really require daily time in nature to make my best work. The need really is ingrained. Now I live in the Hudson Valley and I connect directly to that need, so the memories I draw from are usually very recent and relate to trying to communicate and reiterate vibrational beauty from the landscape and objects around me. 

LV: Lastly, (I ask this question to everyone) how do you know when a painting is completed? Do you have specific goals in mind?

ES: It is that kind of “you know when you know” feeling that occurs in the gut, not the brain, and it has taken many years of work to get to a place where I feel confident connecting to that. I get this feeling of satisfaction when things lock into place and you know that it wouldn’t benefit you or the painting to keep going (I’ll always keep going if I think it will benefit either). It also can help to snap a photo and look at it later if I am questioning it, but honestly, if I am doing that then my guess is that it isn’t finished since when it is a good one I just know. And that feeling is very much the goal, but one that partially feels out of my control. After that feeling happens then I really need to try to get out of my own way and trust it. 

LV: Where can readers currently see your work in person?

ES: I have a few shows up this spring. I am exhibiting with John Joseph Mitchell and Elisa Soliven at Harper’s East Hampton from March 25 to May 8, and with Mads Hilbert and Rema Ghuloum at Pt. 2 in Oakland from Apr 1 to May 6. I have a piece in a charity auction with Ethan Cohen and the funds go to aid victims of the earthquakes that struck Turkey and Syria. I’m also in a group show called Nature Holds a Mirror in a virtual environment created by Ambar Quijano. 

Interview with Rob Werbicki

Laura Vahlberg: Hi Rob! Thanks so much for agreeing to this interview.

I came across your work during a workshop with Ken Kewley at the Mount Gretna School of Art. The other students and I were on a lunch break at MGSOA and we went upstairs in the attic to look at the work that was there in preparation for Mount Gretna's yearly auction. There were so many treasures there- works by Abigail and Holly Dudley, Ying-Li, and Amanda Case Millis stand out in my mind. Your large landscape paintings also really stood out- I had never seen your work before and it's really beautiful. Can you talk a little bit about those paintings in particular? (See below)

Corner Home  20”x30” Acrylic and Oil on Board

Side Street  24”x36” Oil on Board

Rob Werbicki: Sounds like a good time, the workshops with Ken hold a special place for many people, me included. I got to take one in 2015 as a student when he came to MGSOA and it was super helpful, especially to be able to go right back to painting the next day...

Yeah those are some good painters you mentioned. You should do an interview with them! As far as the landscapes go they were from the Four Pillars residency at MGSOA. It is an amazingly motivating place for me to have been able to paint, alongside friends, teachers, visiting artists and students who are all pushing hard. It's interesting to me how people can be in the same landscape and have different parts of that experience filtered through a pictorial expression. 

I began the residency painting in and around the homes in the Mt. Gretna community and that started to open up questions and possibilities. I had always been excited by looking and driving through the fields and found a place where I was able to access that kind of subject directly. There is something about the big space, clear light and broad shapes that is appealing to me, maybe related to the kind of kinesthetic gestures that I am wanting to make. 

Another element of the landscape I wanted to incorporate in those paintings is change. In this case I had been painting in a parking lot where the cars were always coming in and out- it could be a nightmare if you were set on completing anything. I loved that if a car was there one day the space would be blocked, and if I painted it out then that space would open up, although it could be just as flat. So I was able to work with that same idea with cows in a field, with the clouds blowing over. 

And of course painting multiple sessions every day for a sustained period has its own way of allowing things to come into the work that were unplanned. After the residency I was seeing a very tangible relationship between light and color in my paintings that was taking me longer to access before. There is something very particular to that Pennsylvania air that is compelling to try to get into paint.

LV: I wonder if you can talk a little bit more about this part of your email:

In this case I had been painting in a parking lot where the cars were always coming in and out, it could be a nightmare if you were set on completing anything. I loved that if a car was there one day the space would be blocked, and if I painted it out then that space would open up, although it could be just as flat. So I was able to work with that same idea with cows in a field, with the clouds blowing over. 

What do you mean by the space could open up if you paint out a parked car?

A couple more questions:

If a painting day was both sunny and cloudy, did you include both light situations in the painting or did you choose one?

Did you show up to work on a painting at a specific time of day?

I watched the recording of the talk you gave with MGSOA. You said that you started out making your paintings in one session and then at some point you started making long term paintings over the course of many days. Can you talk about your journey from one-shot paintings to longer term paintings? Do you still make one-shots?

RW: Well, I guess in part I was thinking about the particular shape a car would take up in a painting. Or the patch of asphalt that sits in that spot if the car is gone. Like a door. Whether the door is open or closed, you will end up with a door like shape you have to put in your painting. But the meaning of that size shape is going to be very different spatial readings for your painting.. this can force me to be thinking about the intention behind some of my decisions about what to include, what is best for the painting? which type of relationships feel like they are working? So on a painting level making this kind of change can shake up composition again.. If you look at other artists that include figures in their landscapes, there can be a certain feeling of correctness to the placement of the figure, and a volume that exists between the figures. How did they decide where to put them and what distance of space to put between? 

In a way I do a similar thing with the light. I block in shapes and then work lighter or darker shapes on top or around them. I change them as I develop the painting and the light changes. I change them back. Trying to develop a set of relationships. So if a day is both cloudy and light there is a good chance both of those things will be happening in my painting. I don't believe I have the technical facility or know how to pull off good studies of lighting situations one after another. But what I do find is that a particular time of day lights the subject in a way that is compelling for me to paint. So I work during that period. There is usually so much work to do in terms of setting up the painting that the light can wait to get developed. The magic can happen when its ready. Sometimes the changes benefit my painting and I come up with something better than what was happening when I began. This is why I like painting from life more than photos. I usually see something that gives me an idea for the painting I want to make, but during the process am able to search, change, find things so the idea of what the painting is evolves. There usually comes a time when the trajectory of the painting seems set and I do have to follow that, so if the weather is off, I will draw or work on something else. Over the course of a 3 hour session the light changes alot, so I might work on one section of the painting for a set amount of time and then another section and try to build them up consistently. That process kind of guides my daily activities. I tend to show up on time once I have something going.

Working this way allows me to follow through and tackle the complexity in what I am wanting to paint. I started to find this out during my time at Boston University. I would want to paint what was out the window, but my habit was to do a quick painting, and they were always unsatisfying. It's a complicated mishmash of buildings, windows, poles, wires, streets and trees. I was encouraged to work on projects for longer, and so I started drawing what I was looking at, working on a single drawing for weeks or a month. Then I could start a painting and know how things needed to fit. I still do this, not really making thumbnails but just drawing as if I were working on the painting. One of the ways this carries over into the painting is that if I am short on time I will start with acrylic,whether its black and white or a limited palette, and then continue with oils. Acrylic feels closer to drawing to me. I guess I am still searching for a balance in what I make, so that I can do longer paintings working with complex subjects and shorter paintings that have immediacy and elements of the unexpected or experimental. Some of the works you saw were one shots- although long sessions like 4 or 5 hrs, and some were week long paintings. They both allow me to do things that wouldn't otherwise happen.

LV: When you start a painting do you know if it will be a one-shot or a long term painting?

RW: Yeah I basically know what amount of time is going to be involved. Although it is true that everything takes longer than I expected it to. What varies is my intention in setting out.

LV: That makes sense. How do you know when a painting is finished? Do you have certain goals in mind for a completed painting?

RW: I would say it's less true that I know if or when a painting is finished, and more true that I have certain goals in mind for a painting. It is probably fair to say that my paintings lack a certain kind of finish. I actually dislike that part of the process, things get too dense, tight, cluttered, and I am not sure how to resolve them. It's something I am working on, but I much prefer starting. So what usually happens is I aim for a balance, where I want to leave the painting in the best state I can, at this point in time. This means that I have taken areas past the point I thought they would go, that I have probably seen some parts of the painting fall apart and have to rebuild them, and other parts of the painting got dense, and I had to group those decisions and open up the painting again. The silver lining for me is being able to understand the value range of the different areas of the painting in relation to one another and finding an extra few steps to make everything within those ranges snap into place. I want both my experience of making and the painting to feel full.

Hopefully over the long term that kind of pushing and finding my limits will allow me to get further in my starts, so that they embody more of the qualities that I look for during the longer paintings. There is a certain kind of growth that is possible within the time frame of a single painting and a different kind of growth that is possible over the duration of a series of paintings, or a residency, or a year. I am aiming for both.

Because I paint outside, my studio area is more like my corner to be able to assess and plan for each painting. I can have goals for things I want to incorporate long term and session to session. I am able to see a painting in the context of other works and the preparatory drawings. I might make some changes after painting, cut and paint paper to try out, mix different palettes, or put down a color note that I want to start with. I might think the painting is going awful when I am out there, but then see it more clearly inside. I'll see that one area of the painting is really not working and focus my energy there. Of course sometimes things don't go to plan, and when I take the painting back out, I can just look and start painting and find out that was exactly what needed to happen.

LV: You mentioned cutting and painting paper- do you mean collage? Is collage part of your practice?

RW: No, not really. I prefer the immediacy of paint and get too distracted working with collage for it to form a large part of my process. But as an editing tool it can help me see what a change in color or shape might mean for the painting I am working on. Because the paintings are made using fairly solid blocks of color, the language is similar and doesn't seem to disrupt the surface too much.

LV: So do you add painted paper pieces to the painting itself and then keep painting with oil paint on top? Do you make a small collage picture parallel to the painting in progress to test out ideas?

RW: I would paint a couple different pieces of paper specific to the shape that I want to investigate for the painting, try them out, take them off, and then paint the changes I wanted to make. 

I currently don't make any side projects that are running alongside the main painting I am working on, to try things out, that may be a time factor but is territory I would like to get into. 

Right now the most I have time for is to do a drawing, a small version with a more limited palette and then a larger version with richer color.

LV: Fascinating.

What art are you looking at these days?

Also, where can readers see your work online or in person?

RW: Well, there are a lot of artists that are always on my mind, like Corot, Constable, Poussin..I can get lost in their paintings. I enjoy drawing from paintings also, it can help me work through ideas and appreciate the work even more. So I would look at old master paintings, impressionist, cubist and the painters who came after them who were trying to pick up the pieces and make something.. Their work feels accessible in a way. The Mount Gretna school went on a trip to museums during the residency and I was really drawn to a Diego Riviera piece- Cubist landscape and a Braque, Landscape at La Ciotat , they both spoke to something I wanted to do. So painting is a big source of nourishment for me...as I had been thinking of your question about the moving cars and space, I looked at Sassetta, Corot, and Morandi. 

Alongside looking at other artists, the other source of ideas comes from conversations I've had with teachers, peers, friends and students. I always want to feel like there is part of a bigger dialogue taking place and that can happen in the painting. So these conversations and experiences are something that I want to continue to turn over and over again. 

There is not much of my work to see online, I am part of a painters collective that has been really generous to include me, called Perceptual Painters. There is a website that should be up and running by the new year (2023) and you could see works by all the members of the group at perceptualpainters.com

LV: There are so many wonderful painters in that group. I look forward to checking out the website!

Thank you so much for agreeing to this interview, Rob. You've given me a lot to think about and I'm excited to share this.

Neighbors  24” x 24” Oil on Board

Summer Pine  24” x 36” Oil on Board





An Email Conversation with Anh Nguyen

LV: Hi Anh! Thank you for agreeing to this email interview. I was just looking at your website and I saw you have 4 children. You must be very busy! I have a two year old and it is a constant juggling act for me to be both an artist and a parent.


I would love to know more about how it is for you to be an artist and a parent. I see a wonderful tension in your work between stillness and movement and somehow it reminds me of being an artist and a mom-- having an hour of silence while the whole world rushes on.

AN: I constantly think about how to navigate parenting and sustaining an art practice. Not just painting time but also ‘percolation and interleaving’ (a nicely articulated term I heard from the British artist Sara Lee Roberts), which is really thinking time, but a kind of thinking that embraces interruptions, unexpected occurrences and distractions...The idea is that this allows your brain to switch off, refresh, and re-engage. So that when you do get that studio time (ie. nap times if your children nap!), it all comes out real quick! I also recall a quote (though unfortunately I can't attribute it!) where a female artist with children likened the time of intense parenting as preparation and practice, so that ‘when the time comes’, then one can travel as the arrow straight - true and direct.

I started my art practice during maternity leave with my 2nd child, about 5 years ago. I have described it in the past as a ‘catalyst’ of sorts. When I won the Basil Sellers in 2018, an interviewer asked a similar question, and my reply was something along the lines of not expecting painting to ‘save me’ - and this was met with a blank look, but now I think I can talk about it better. What I meant was that I don’t try and expect anything from my paintings, or rely on it to temper my mental and emotional state, nor do I wish to treat it as a kind of escapism. It is important to me to try and approach painting life as part of life, to be attuned to it - chaotic, hilarious, sad, weird, boring. And perhaps my paintings contain a sense of that, I’m not sure. I think approach is different to motivation. My motivation is more about visual experiences.

Another thing I’ve been thinking about in answering this question - that boredom has a lot to do with it, and it might explain why I am a relatively old emerging artist! I frankly don’t think I had it in me any earlier. I didn’t go to art school and I had more or less stopped painting in my 20s, though I still kept a visual diary of drawings and my own photography, and I watched a lot of movies in that period. Being a new mother reminds me in many ways of being a teenager at home in the suburbs again, with limited choices and mobility, and that you’d better get resourceful and imaginative very quickly, or how would you bear it. I feel my internal life and creative responses had an intensity to it then as when I started painting again as a parent.

LV: I love what you said about percolation and interleaving-- that is such a lovely image. Which leads me to my next question-- I'm curious about what you have to say about movement in your work. When I look at one of your pieces for a while I feel like I can sense the movement of time and also the movements of everyday life going on around you (like children running around). Do you work on your pieces at set times of day or do you include multiple times of day in one picture?

AN: It has changed depending on the ages of the children, what the daily activities are. When I first started my art practice, it was mostly commission work, so I would do that in the evenings. When I had little or no work, I started painting from life in the day time during naps. In the past, I think there was a kind of unconscious pressure on myself to complete paintings in one or two sittings, very intense high-stakes alla prima! Now I allow more slow paintings, over a period of time, and I use everything at my disposal - painting from life if it allows, painting from photographs and videorecordings, from invention and memory. There is no approach or method, except to take what is possible. So perhaps each time I return to a painting, I give it a little more energy, this movement you sense!

LV: Who/what has been inspiring you lately?

AN: I just received a copy of ‘Hockney on Art’, which I’ve never read before, and comes after reading his ‘Secret Knowledge’ last year. I am very interested in photography and what he talks about, the relationship between the mediums in terms of seeing and constructing a picture is really fascinating. I’ve just finished the chapter introducing what he calls ‘joiners’, which are like collage composites, ‘drawing with photography’, and I have started making my own responses to this with my iPhone and simple printouts.

LV: Those books sound great! I’ll add them to my list. I’m really curious about your collage cutouts. Any chance you would want to share some of them with me?

AN: Please find attached 5 joiners. Very basic but an interesting exercise in creating an account of many small moments without joining the lines that a panoramic or video eye would do. In the spirit of David Hockney’s approach, I did not alter or cut up the photos.

“Dancing w Doll”

“Dancing w Doll”

“Opposite the Sea”

“Opposite the Sea”

“Corner R & M”

“Corner R & M”

“Driveway”

“Driveway”

“Night Studio”

“Night Studio”

LV: These are great! They remind me of a talk by artist Elizabeth Flood who made some large paintings with several panels that included multiple horizon lines at different heights- she said this created a sense of being the viewer looking all around a scene (I don’t remember her exact words so I’m paraphrasing here). Have you found that making these joiners has influenced your painting practice?

AN: It’s too early to tell of a direct influence I think! The Hockney book has prompted me to think more about looking in a more ‘cubist’ way certainly, that is, breaking from looking at something from a single viewpoint. The multiple horizons is a great example, it’s moving through the pictorial space because it forces you from standing still. I shared a painting a few months ago (below) where I had started thinking more about this, and I received a message later from another artist with the idea that multiple vanishing points can denote duration. That’s something to explore.

‘All of me’ (2020), 76x92cm, acrylic & charcoal on canvas

‘All of me’ (2020), 76x92cm, acrylic & charcoal on canvas

LV: It's true! My eye slows down a lot in looking at this picture! Okay so I’ll ask you one more question- how do you know when one of your pictures is complete?

AN: It’s finished when I’ve considered every bit of the surface and think it would simply be mucking around to do any more. Or I’ve lost interest. That’s ok to me to move on, I’m not after a perfect picture! Thank you for this very nice chat!!

LV: I keep thinking about something you said- that you’re not trying to make a perfect painting. So I’m curious what the inverse of that is- what kind of painting are you trying to make?


AN: It is so good to have these things to think about. :)

I'm not sure if it's the inverse, I think the painting process can be quite a perfect experience actually. In thinking about a response to your tricky question, I looked up the Latin meaning of "perfection"..."to finish" or "to bring to an end", but the origin of the concept apparently goes back to the Greeks, defining it as: complete (contains all the required parts, nothing to add or subtract), is good (nothing could be done better) and has attained its purpose.

Why not allow paintings to contain mistakes, bad decisions and unresolved areas? If we are self-conscious about technical ability or sloppiness, or repetition and unoriginality that's another matter. The kind of painting I want to make is serious about its motivation and intent for being made - why do I want to paint it and how? And thanks to the wise guy whoever said "A work of art is never finished, merely abandoned"!

LV: Thanks for your thoughts! I saw this post by Alex Kenevsky on facebook and it made me think of this question. What do you think?


Notes on Cy Twombly from the airplane over Great Plains.

as promised to Robert Bohné and anyone else who cares

Cy Twombly. I love the work this man did. Maybe I dont’ look in painting for something that many other people value. Academics look for theoretical underpinnings, intellectual games, semiotics, language theory, god knows what else, but it is always language based and outside of the art itself. Many look for political statements, expression of straggle: class, gender, race, environment, etc. Still others look for the evidence of superior skill worthy of admiration. I am just interested in painting as a form of visual poetry.

It seems to me that what the man attempted to do is the most difficult thing in art: he crated his own language that nobody other than himself knew and he wrote visual poetry in this language that was clear and transporting to anyone who would take the trouble to listen (or look).

The language of visual poetry, is direct and defenseless. It does not appeal to all. It does not appeal right away. It does not appeal for the reasons outside of itself. This often put this kind of art in and extremely vulnerable position with critics.

In his Doctor’s Notebooks William Carlos Williams tried to define what I am straggling to define here: how the true poetry is born. Williams worked as a pediatrician in the city hospital of Patterson, NJ. The population of Patterson was and still is largely immigrant. Many of the inhabitants speak very limited English. When coming to see the doctor they had to describe what was wrong with the children, fully understanding how important it was that the doctor understood. They often had to do that out of very limited vocabulary that they possessed. Try to speak clearly and eloquently about the things that are deadly important knowing only 200 words of the language that you must use. To Williams the parallel was clear: this is also how all real poetry is written.

This language that Cy Twombly developed seems childlike because it took what we find so compelling in children's’ drawings: simplicity, directness and vulnerability of means in order to express profound human drama. This can’t be faked. It is a difficult formal problem. Twombly attempted to solve it when he spent two weeks in a darkened garage unlearning his hand from anything it knew about drawing. He did hundreds of drawings by feel in this dark garage. Every time he felt his hand holding a pencil slipping into a familiar routine he would change something about the line: the pressure, the direction, the speed.

Because it is not about what it says in the word “Appolo", it is really more how it says this, how fast, how big, how careful or careless, what’s next to it, what’s hidden below it and what runs on the top. This syntax was developed in the dark garage, the greek myths were used more for their human rawness than for the metaphors contained in them.

If you accept this language as valid, suspend your habitual disbelief, the work begins to open up its formal sophisticated beauty. No real art is available to people who expect a sham. Don’t worry about being taken for a ride, don’t be too careful. Safety is not first. Put all your eggs in one basket. The outcome will be exhilarating one way or the other.

The direct emotional impact of this work never ceases to surprise me. Incidentally it is the same with the horribly wrong Cezanne’s bodies. Cezanne and Twombly made their choices. What mattered to them they wanted perfect. The rest of it they barely bothered with. This includes Cezanne’s anatomy and Twombly’s lack of interest in the modernist dogma. If you try to make everything perfect the work dies. If you focus only on things that matter to you and try to make only them perfect you might achieve something great, but it will leave you vulnerable to rapid judgements of the fearful and the suspicious.

AN: That was a great read - thanks! I like that train of thought actually, to aim to perfect only what matters to you. That’s good.


LV: Yes I agree! I used to almost only make one shot paintings and now I’m making paintings that take much longer- it’s been a rewarding and frustrating and rich experience. I ask about the idea of a perfect painting because I’m not really sure when my pictures could be done- they can go on and on and to so many interesting places.

AN: Ah, I see! Are you bothered by not being sure? Maybe if you perfect the thing that matters (or one or two or three but not everything in one picture?) - I think that thought is helpful. You can make lots and lots of paintings to discover all those things. :)